The more I see, the more I realise that Life happens fiercely uncontrollably, which is to say, only that is seemingly ironically any control, if at all. It inexorably finds us here to wash down our frameworks and guards, which we hold close.
All our ‘personal’ attempts to deny or change it could be broadly termed a reaction, a consequence of fear because most of us cannot have our plans crumble down, but most of it was also never our plan, just like a lot of our desires aren’t really our desires and are merely some things we thought we should have against something for the cushioning effect in the most ironic way.
Life knows our deepest longing and true desire here and now, which we couldn’t bring ourselves to accept or pursue because the Ego got disappointed or was let down at some point. And the more we are inclined to exclude reactively, the more we suffer, especially when a notion has been used by us as a sort of mental railing. Radical acceptance and honesty towards what’s already set in motion or reached halfway while we were still busy reacting bring us radical joy, truth, love. We can never run from ourselves; it’s not possible in the grand scheme of things. It’s not possible in any scheme of things.
This also means freedom in the truest sense; rest utterly assured that what’s meant for you will not miss you. Nothing will ever miss you. All you have to do is become increasingly and fully open. Trust. Know that ALL remains done for you (already). All of it is blessed.
The best decisions and pursuits remain rooted in the fire of the Now.