Awakening = it is what it is. no resistance, meaning no wishing or hoping that things were any different or other than what they are at the moment.
No getting caught in thought-narrative centering around "me" or anything/one to run from current sensations, no getting busy emotionally reacting either repressing or expressing, but rather just radically surrendering to whatever surfaces; purely being, purely seeing it all collapse into Nothing effortlessly. As many times as it takes.
No action based on emotions or as a result of overthinking but only what feels right and just as needed in the most holistic way possible, meaning right action with right view in whatever degree it is possible and available and without concern for or attachment to outcomes.
All that said, keep coming back as many times as it takes. Return to the breath whenever attention is back on. No need to condemn or justify anything and get busy thinking and reinforcing the self/me-thought-story.
This is about all you can do, and all delusions will fall away and keep falling away in the degree of presence-sincerity you can bring or keep. 
Keep seeing and therefore keep transcending. Remain dropped. Be here. Be not of here. 
Be attributeless/labelless even as you do whatever is necessary relatively contextually, for you are always THAT.